Dead or Alive?

You see, I didn't think it was possible. I didn't think it was human. Silly old me. I, without knowing, delayed the inevitable and now its here. Happening, and I'm stuck. Stuck in the middle. Not limbo or anything. I know for sure I'm on Earth but I just don't know if I'm actually-

I can't even remember how it happened. When. I just know...this...this isn't how it's meant to be. I'm not supposed to be here. Someone changed it all.
I need to figure it out, need to now what to do when I figure it out. Whatever 'it' is. I'd always felt, left out, different even. Little did I know. I wanted to run free and now I can. This isn't the way I wanted it to happen.  My friends, family, they wont accept me. Their all bible bashers. Yet running away wont solve anything. I need to tell the truth. But before I do I need to now the truth. I need to be certain. There's know turning back now. No more delaying the inevitable. I will have to take it as it comes. I need to know. Desperately need to know.
Whether if I'm...if I'm...
Dead or alive?





























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